waiting .

i am not a patient person . a t . a l l .
i hate not knowing what is going to happen next and when it's going to occur . it drives me insane . i guess that's jus how life is; you never know what's going to happen next . i jus need to remember whatever happens , happens . because there isn't anything i can do now . buuut i wouldn't complain if "it" happened soon . (:

Senior Year .

so senior year is getting closer and closer as we speak , and honestly it scares the crap out of me . i am the kind of person who needs to know everything in advance , and at this point , i know nothing about next year . i really wanted to do the dental assisting program at the tech center , and i applied and all but it's super competitive getting in , so now i jus get to sit and wait . next i am doing concurrent math , and also humanities , which also require testing . and finally , madrigals . ohhh madrigals . i could go on and on about how much i want to be in that , but i won't until after auditions , which are friday !!!! ahhh ! i'm passed nervous , i am going insane . so everybody cross their fingers for me (: also if you have any tips for trying out , puuuhhhhlease let me know . (:

take me back .

so i'm on house arrest because i'm sick ,

 which means i'm super bored .

 because of this i sat and read my entire blog ,

 all the way back to my first post .

 it's insane how much my life has changed since i started this .

so much has happened in the past seven months .

it's crazy to think about .

also , sorry for all the bipolar posts my little followers (:

 reading back i realized i generally blog when something is going wrong ,

which is something i need to change .

 i need to start recognizing the good things in my life ,

cause i have a pretty darn good life (: